The yesterday’s findings brought some excitement and I was not able to catch sleep. Thoughts running around and memories came up. This opened the door to find a logical synergy between the true and the average mean motion.
Mrs. v/d Knaap answered my question about the true and the average mean motion this morning with an email as follows:
The way I work with the Black Moon, I am talking about the black moon channel in which your cosmic energy of the spark of God (soul – my interpretation red.) works.
Both black moons play a role.
The average mean motion of the black moon can be experienced more practical (adjusted to the lunar orbit) and therefore has the most distortion.
The true motion of the Black moon in the still point of Being in the channel.
By the way she is giving a cosmic astrology course on 17 May 2014 in her practice.
As a matter of fact she answered the same as Kelly Hunter – use both.
The info I already had about my Black Moon in Virgo is like a walk through my life so far. A walk down memory lane.It also point out my clearness about the psychosomatic process, the influence of spirit to the body, intuition, my guilt complex and my love for nature in all forms.It’s also about friction between reason and feeling, being able to follow my intuition, listen to my own feelings, having room for the inner voice. It’s about not staying in the head all the time. I had times that I wished there was an off-switch to my brain. A lot to master, change and retrieve.
In this average mean motion I also find the healing ability I have, that suites the outcome of my personal horoscope made last year.
The true motion Black Moon in Leo is all about love-wisdom and creativity.It is the golden unconditional love for all that is.Besides that it’s all about minimizing the developed super ego.
On New Years Eve a friend of mine, who can see energy’s and people’s energy field, told me that the heart was next to free.
So after cleaning and retrieving all content of my average mean Black Moon in Virgo the true motion can come up from the dungeons of the wounded heart. In this context is to be seen my recent process around fear. The fear painting get a new and deeper meaning. There are so many wounds in that heart from past life’s and this one to be healed, so much to forgive and forget…especially people. Nature and animals never do such things to humans than humans do to humans.
When young I rather was with plants and animals than with people. When it was time to go to school the best way would have been a creative alternative school. But ones lessons are to be learned first so I was taken to normal school life. I had a hard time there but managed it all finally. I could have done better in another environment.There were a lot of teachers on the way who told my parents, most of the time my mother because daddy gave a damn, that I had a lot of talent for playing an instrument, singing, painting and writing. But no way this girl was going to sing somewhere. I was allowed to play the flute despite the fact that the suiting instrument for me is the clarinet. I got one from an uncle who was banned from the family and the clarinet disappeared. When I had creative homework to do my mother always took it out of my hands because she could do better. My father also was not allowed to play the accordion or paint. Dancing was allowed when 18 and in dancing class only.
So it is obviously why the true motion black moon completely was shut down and buried somewhere in the dungeons of the subconscious.
When starting my unflinching self-assessment, walking the inner path, reconnecting slowly but steady to my true being I started painting. At first in an art class doing the normal things. When following a course to enhance intuition I started painting energy I felt when meditating. In 2002 when meeting back my shaman friend and many life’s friend André de Vos, I started making shaman tools. Took a writing class I followed with great pleasure. Music is a passion to me and so is dancing. The creative well was opened. I learned that there is more to be discovered.
The synergy between this all: After cleaning and mastering negative traits the healing ability is enhanced with unconditional love-wisdom and non-ego-interference. Creative intuitive therapist – that is what I still want to be. Working with clients using different mediums such as painting, singing, dancing, a walk or working in nature, working with animals, writing, body work, massage or a combination of it all together. I want to work with children who feel down trodden, ostracized, not seen and understood.
Like Kelly Hunter said it:
If one position is in Virgo, the taming of the Lion by the Goddess, as in the tarot card, Strength, places the heart on the altar of service.
The Black Moon as a matter of fact is going with the South and North Node.
But – thirst things first: the fear has to go.