Fennec Fox

Really got fascinated by the #animalmarch challenge when the Fennec fox was next. It happened to come out as the best of all. I immediately was in love with the drawing and when looking up the energy it provides I finally understood why. It is the energy of the future – finding like-minded people and working in group-settings. Something I love to do and want for my personal future.


Sea Horse

In March there again is a drawing challenge within the #kleinekunstklasse on Twitter. This time around it’s #animalmarch. Being busy with it, the next one on the list was the sea horse. I have a shaman tool with the energy of the sea horse so I wanted to take it for the challenge.

Searched for the power animal energy of the sea horse and came across https://www.die-waldfrau.de/dein-krafttier/symbolik/seepferdchen/ .

With the seahorse, a master of happiness swims into your life. It touches people all over the world; it touches their hearts and wants to touch your heart too. It teaches you: Happiness is not an external circumstance in your life that you have or not, but happiness always arises from your inner attitude! How willing are you to let happiness into your life? This may seem like a nonsensical question at first glance, because who doesn’t wish for happiness? And yet “wishing happiness” and “allowing happiness” are not the same! A fortunate person may experience envy, jealousy, and rejection. Because he is different from most people, he may be expelled from groups or even family groups. Opening up to happiness also means opening up to the courage to be different. The seahorse power animal is a master of being different. Its appearance, its way of life, its reproduction – in all areas it lives its otherness. It challenges you to be bold and let happiness flow into your life.

Every woman carries masculine energies, every man carries feminine energies. On the path of your development you are called upon to bring these energies into balance within you. The seahorse is in complete harmony with both energies and will support you in achieving your inner marriage between feminine and masculine.
The seahorse asks you: How much do you love your father? How much do you feel loved by him? Father love is the theme of the seahorse and this essentially means God father love. How much do you love god (whatever GOD you worship or not)? How much do you feel loved by him? The seahorse power animal accompanies you in the pain of your heart and does everything to ensure that you experience healing. It asks you: open your heart to your father. Open your heart to God the Father. Give him the love you desire from him and you will receive it a thousand fold. Feel: your father loves you immeasurably!
The power of the spiral is yours! In all cultures of this world, the spiral is revered as a symbol of energy. You are asked to engage with the spiral force. It is the energy of Kundalini, the power from above and below, the power from inside and outside. The sea horse is a keeper of the spiral force.
The seahorse shows you how important exercise is in your life. Please ask yourself: where are you holding on in your life? Where do you not allow changes and movements? Where do you need it that everything stays the way it is? The more you remain still, the more the river of life will stop flowing. Movement is life. The seahorse teaches you to adapt to the movements and changing circumstances of your environment. Go with changes, don’t block yourself, let go of your resistance and embrace the new. That’s how a master lives!
The seahorse is your guide through the waters of your life. On the one hand, this means the real water: the water in your body, the amniotic fluid in your mother’s womb, the water you drink, the tears you cry or should cry. On the other hand, it means the waters of your soul: your feelings. The Seahorse encourages you to dwell often on the waters of your life and do everything you can to let them flow freely.

Reading the text and looking at the tool it came to me: the spiral is broken, there is no connection to the middle and down. So next move was to order new material to connect the spirals. Today, just before the time, planet Pluto is going into Aquarius for the 1st time, the package came. I started working. Initiated the repaired sea horse to make the healing complete and more energy is added to the tool.



In yesterday’s session we went on with the new symbol I got through in meditation.

The symbol has two meanings: realignment inside and the content of water. It activates some new powers. Further it is connected to a painting I made for the actual art challenge on Twitter #KlasseKunst in the style of William Turner.

Seelensturm sich langsam sammelnd und zentrierend! Das fällt mir spontan dazu ein.
Schön! Es wärmt irgendwie.

wie schön! wie wäre es mit: wärmenden sonnenstürmen

One comment I got on the painting is right.

@berner_ulrike: das Licht bricht und fließt herein – eine Person auf Reisen?/ the light breaks and flows in – a person traveling

Together with the painting of connection all that is going on can be described as an enormous energetic movement in which a human figure is standing.The energetic movement engulfs existing structures. The existing old structure I am working on now, is the connection between man and woman inside. Old ancestral family convictions around men has to be demolished and the woman is afraid of it. This is pictured in the January Full Wolf Moon Painting.

Inner connection

Long Coach-the-Coach-session today. A lot came up this time. The session ended with three tasks. The first task was: connection between the 2 paintings you see here
. Started with: glue. Went shopping. Came home and started working on it once more.Nailed them together at two point on the back. The red velvet ribbon glued to it as being the spine and like ‘kintsukuroi ‘weaved with gold as a matter of repairing that what was broken. There is more to come. We ended by looking at the sign I got through for the tomorrow #Klassekunst art challenge Hilma af Klint. I will show it tomorrow.



The whole day of the Full Moon on February, 5th, I suffered from tremendous pain. Like I had to feel the pressure around a certain point in my body. Did the painting with a lot of pauses in between because of the pain. To me it looks like breaking through bars that kept me away of something. This morning, most of the pain is gone. But its there…reminding me with a soft voice…..


Just blot

I think this painting is a more in-depth version of this painting

This moon accelerated my system. Couldn’t find rest and around 24:00 o’clock it started drawing with my new pastels.On black paper for a first. When fixating the chalk painting it vanished completely. Disappointment. Started another one on white paper but I was not happy with the outcome. Laid it all aside and went to bed.

This morning, to my surprise, the drawing on the black paper was back but not that intense as it was before the fixating. I am very intrigued by it. Took photos from different angles and each and every time I see more and other things. The most appealing part is the yellow, which looks like a illuminated closet where all sort of things are to be seen.See for yourself.

First the original as seen this morning.

Worked on it for more sparkle.

Put the original on a glass table and it looked different again. Took the photo flat from the corner of the table and now I saw a dog in front of the rest.


The picture keeps intriguing me, especially the yellow closet/ cubicle and its content.

Because I thought the painting vanished in fixation, I did another one the backside of the black paper.

here we go again. A new year ante portas with fresh 365 days to make worth a while. As usual I did the #Neujahrsklecksen as initiated by @kritzelich on Twitter for quite some years now. Will be interesting what predictions I might get out of this. My first thought was: drivers seat.

The predictions:



The first impression is a close-up of an orchid flower. Then I see a red bird watching from above with outstreched wings over a red chick sitting at the bottom of the nest. Maybe you have grandchildren?


Looks like your upper body, lungs, throat. In the middle a Skull. Looks somehow burning. Would say it looks inflamed.


Stooped posture. It is spoken. good words !


I See a dragon


See you with a child, maybe a grandchild in the water. Do you do gymnastics together?


Turtle below, above shoulders, arms and head. Holds a shape with an eye in the center from which the spine emerges.
MRI chest – everything is fine
Dragon and turtle face each other in a mirror and reflect and exchange their vibrations.

Birthday painting

Finally 70 and I like it. Among other things, I got new pastels. Late in the evening I had to use them. Wonderful colors, bright and strong and even more radiant when wet. So here the painting for my new year of life.


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