I’m Chrismatizing the home with lights and little figures to hang in the windows, plants, wraps and so on.


I have a Santa too and today, I had the idea to wrap some empty boxes into nice Christmas paper. Why? Just for decoration purposes only? No! They stand for the wishes I have. With hope and faith I  visualize they will be fulfilled as presents and wishes come true.
The green box to the right is my wish for a new assignment, a job offer. Wish me luck.


Just got this card out of the angel tarot deck made by Doreen Virtue

Improving health
An important purchase
Great luck



Dog’s memory

There is scientific behavioral evidence that dogs have a close look at what you do, remember it and do it too.

article in English about it if interested.

article in Dutch about it if interested.

Great find indeed but I experienced that dogs ‘looking at you ‘ goes much deeper.

At age 21 I bought a fox terrier, 8 weeks old, I found out of the blue when being on a Sunday trip with father and Grandma. My mother just died some weeks ago. We wanted some outdoor fun and having a cup of coffee and cake at a very nice old mill. There were a lot of people staring at something and curious as I am I went over there to see what was going on. There she was, running towards me immediately, pissed all over me and I bought her.

My father was astonished and with Grandma it was love at first sight . We put her into dad’s hat with his scarf in it. She fell asleep. The next day I bought all things a dog possibly need and my father made a sturdy wooden box after she demolished the fluffy one I had bought.

Despite the fact that my father harshly, sometimes brute, trained her, she loved him. She sat by the door before he came home, jumped high in his arms and slept on his feet when he sat somewhere.


30 years later I had a family constellation about mother, how she treated me and dad never protected me from her. So I choose someone for dad, my mother and someone for myself. The constellation unfolded at first seeing the old behavior and to my surprise, the person standing for me, lay down and curled up on the feet of my father where she fell asleep. She stayed there while something about my mothers childhood had to be repaired first.

Into tears I remembered my deeply loved dog Freya by seeing me curled on the feet of my father. That dog showed me all the time what I was doing in relationship to my father but I was not ready to understand.

Another example is a family constellation I was honored to help with. It was a family of 4 and a tiny white dog.That dog carried all the family problems and worked in each and every constellation we did. When we finally stand in circle to say thanks to the ancestor field,  that little dog stepped to the middle, got low on his fore paws and put his head between the paws saying thanks also. That was the moment the family burst into tears finally. The dog after saying thanks run around like crazy, freed from the burdens.

So dogs do not only see and remember what you are doing on the outside, they see your inner being and hidden doing. As a matter of fact all pets do, my cats, I had over the years, do the same thing. One cat had serious nose problems. I had too and it could be operated. She died of it because no cure possible.

Horses span the crown of all, what we can see in constellation work with horses.  I had the chance to do also. Phenomenal.





This morning I came across an article about the superior conjunction Mercury/Sun on October 27th by Robert Wilkinson.


That was after I tweeted something about ancient times as remark to a planned telly program about giving birth and it’s difficulties and possible trauma to men being with their woman during the birth. And it was after a dream I had tonight.

The dream: I was strolling around a city I often visit when dreaming. This time I discovered an underground tunnel. A very big and long white tunnel. Above I heard traffic of cars and trains. I was wearing high heels for a change. First I came to an Asian restaurant where I got a brooch of feathers with a black angel head which I put on my blue jacket. Coming around the corner, I saw a beautiful black/white horse and I pet it. A woman came to me with the words: “your appearance was foretold to us, the woman who manage to pet this horse. Come with me. Inside she showed her shaman tools and then explained to me a code for the earth door, three rows with each 4 special formed sticks. Her husband was not that interested because, he said, this is all known to me, she is the one I had to teach.

This suites the impact of the superior conjunction. The Inside degrees explain it even better and in short:

An Egyptian queen with a braided beard.
Bearing intact ancient faculties of an unusual kind. Held between polarities. Fusing together darkness and light, masculine and feminine, earthly and heavenly. An enigma or riddle of destiny. You are motivated to bring together what has been rent asunder by an implacable force of blind determination. Exceedingly resistant to distraction and diversion, you’re almost maniacally committed to reforging an initiate’s vision in contemporary application. Where the past is held with such undiminished force, it remains at work inside forever. To tap this place wisely and well requires consummate skill. Otherwise, it tends to be self-serious, obsessive-compulsive, and in many ways indigestible in its obdurate reassertion of ancient codes, with so little sensitivity to the human factor.

Astrology is neither fraud nor does the heavenly bodies determine our life. However it is a divination system to see what energy’s are present influencing our subconscious and which you can choose to follow during your life plan if aware. Each and everyone has a life time-table to follow but some people prefer to miss the bus frequently.


Spindle Tree

Today we had someone over at the daycare in the elderly home, to tell about autumn and show natures gifts. I got seeds from a spindle tree. At home I immediately sowed them. Let’s hope they flourish.



The spindle tree has the following meaning:

Spindle tree

Latin : Euonymus europaeus

Spiritual Meaning
Spindle represents a sudden positive change in one’s life. Thunder and lightning, sudden revelations, completion of an obligation wealth or inspired knowledge, gold.

The messages about a new future keep coming as you see.



A Robin knocked on the window this morning and sat down on the pot with a young honeysuckle. Happy me.


Symbolism: stimulate new growth in all areas of your life. Make a wish, the correct path will be revealed to you. Let go of attachments and emotions that are no longer useful to you.

It also reflects a need to sing your own song forth if you wish new growth. Any confrontations or hindrances are more show than actual threats, so go forward.
The blue robin egg reflects the innate ability to assert the will force to create new growth in your life. When the robin comes to you, it is to help you in this process.

Honeysuckle symbolism: The new is coming so learn from your past; adapt and endure.

more about honey suckle

No Math

The Pythagorean theorem was not meant to be used mathematically. Pythagoras invented his theorem within the context of numerology.

a² = youth + b² = adulthood = c² = old age


a² = birth + b² generating power and learning lessons = c² wisdom

or  getting astro-logical

a² = South Node + b²  learning lessons, transformation = c² North Node

By filling in your complete birth name all around the figure and your birth date, you can get an idea of what experiences and lessons you have in each part of your life. If your name is longer and you are already around the hole figure you start with a second youth.

The Pythagorean theorem is also usable in terms of

  • Past – Present – Future

Past (your actions, origin, karma, ancestors) + Present (your actions, deeds, lessons learned) = Future

  • In organizations

Top (owner(s)/management) + employees = output, result

Management is the mirror of the owners and the employees resemble the managers – finding the source of problems in an organization starts at the top, not on the work floor

  • In family

Parents (mother, father and their character, origin and deeds) + children(own and inherited parts of character) = relationships and climate in the family (positive or negative).

The triangle has a special function: here you find the soul and depending on your question the solution to a problem.
If you do systemic work to get an idea of the organizational, group, personal or family dynamics and you put it into a triangle formation the solution is found quickly.

The Pythagorean theorem thus is multi functional.




In April 2015 was discovered that I developed an auto immune disease going with the malfunction of my thyroid. There were found anti-thyroid-peroxidase antibodies in my blood. Here 
you can read what psychological reason lies at the bottom of every auto immune disease. Yesterday I got the results of the control blood test and there is reason to celebrate!

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The anti-thyroid-peroxidase antibodies rate decreased with 100 points!

A miracle. I have the faith to defeat the auto immune disease and to show that it is possible to cure when knowing the psychological root of the disease one has.


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