Yesterday again a coaching session suiting the fact that Pluto is in the works astrological spoken.
new year-long cycle started as Mercury went retrograde. It comes naturally if we allow it, and it points to a source of relief, whether or not we can see it yet. Terry Lamb
Nothing came up and we had to regain focus on what’s the next step after the door painting. Since my last session I followed the Handleiding tot geluk by Ellen Darricarrere.
I had sent this to my coach the past weeks together with my comments about what happened. She had not read it yet. To save time, I started to tell a bit about my reactions to it when suddenly I heard myself saying: ” That’s a bit how it went but I have the feeling I am beating around the bush about something I do not want to face.” “Big fat YES here!” she laughed. “Now we getting started…” We had to talk about what is behind the door and the middle window where you can see someone.
The door knob who is ‘nt one but more of a time lock, something I became aware of when doing step 2 of the above. So far so good but confusion set in about what is behind the door. Therefore, in the end, we had to look up the anatomy of the abdomen.
Thirst things first…. Every year in January, I have a blood test done to check on my health. Last year suddenly was discovered that I have problems with my thyroid and anti-thyroid-peroxidase antibodies on top of this. I had some eye problems too and already than I had the feeling that my liver was the root of all evil. But the blood test did not show any abnormality around the liver and for western doctors there is no problem. In chinese healing they know otherwise and my Intuition told me so too. This year’s blood test had liver norms sky-high and the doctor was alarmed. “I told you so!” “I am a logical western doctor, was his answer, but we do an ultrasound of the abdomen.” Next week I get the results. For your information some links about the liver and how you can see if something wrong:
about the liver
all signs that there is something wrong
The anatomy of the abdomen came in handy to make clear what is where because the person behind the window does not know and doesn’t want to also. We came to the liver which obviously is in oppression right know by the stomach and… silence … I filled in: “my father is hanging around there” “Yes he is and so is your own masculine energy. Looking down but not wanting to go in. There is something else……anger – his and yours.”
” I’m still confused about whom of my parents were the oppressing part, father or mother. More confusion…” “Both but you are still not able to see your father in this light.” “Because I love him.” Realization felt into place – same procedure than with the men in my life – the negative parts under the rug of the rose-coloured glasses. “Now the process to get things flowing again to heal the liver and get that male energy into the body and down, away from the window. He has to pass the time lock and oh wait, you see that blinking spot in the door in the second horizontal bar of he door? We come there next time….
1. I have to paint/make/or how/whatever to get the male energy and my dad from the window through the time lock aka from the liver down through that mess of intestines. Down there male and female energy get united and after this reunion – drum roll please – baby will open the last door it still refuses to open – the pelvis. So there are two blocks right now: 1. between the lower esophagus and the stomach and 2. the pelvis.
This morning step 4 of Handleiding tot geluk was in my mail and surprisingly the theme was to go back to step 1 and get a new focus. Serendipity
UPDATE February 2nd
The ultrasound did not show any abnormality so the conclusion is: the reason is to be found on the energetic level.
They could not locate the gall bladder. Found it somewhat hilarious because, as you could read above, my dad is hanging around my liver area and his gall bladder was removed….could his energy eventually be of any influence with ultrasound?
The challenges health wise are more psychological and emotional than they are physical. The physical choices will be clearer and more straightforward. The psychological and emotional ones are in murkier territory and more difficult to get clarity on. from The Powerpath monthly
Further I found the following information:
2016 is a 2 Black soil year
In oriental medicine, Two Soil is associated with the stomach, spleen and pancreas; especially the stomach…..….we will sometimes encounter a struggle between anger and diplomacy, active exploration and quiet study, rising energy and stagnation.
My system thus is responding to the overal energy and therefore healing of the abdomen energy problems is possible.
Furthermore, like I wrote in my blog 3-4-4 that all heavy stuff finally is over, in the personal part I found
Three Trees- will move away from your insights and experiences in the house of karma, but should use a little extra caution until you get the hang of your new surroundings. Four Trees- will move into warmer, more pleasurable climes. More to your liking but some restrictions will still apply.
So I’m on track.