The night before the eclipse I had a wonderful dream. I was invited to a wedding. I took the train to the town where the wedding was celebrated and went searching for flowers. I wanted to buy a white/red fuchsia.


In the first shop, the owner repeatedly ran away for other clients, the phone and so on. I left the shop and came to a huge shopping mall. No flower was to be found. I also lost orientation.

Strolling around, suddenly, after turning a corner, I stood in front of a lovely flower shop. Outside the most beautiful plants and flowers. Among them also fuchsia’s in all colors possible. Even fuchsia on trunk, looking like a fuchsia tree. An old lady with white hair stepped outside and invited me in. “First you have to drink a warm cop of tea dear.” She made the tea and put some drips of an essence in it. The tea tasted sweet and a feeling of warmth and safety came over me. Together we went through the shop and she showed me the garden behind the store. Another woman was making a flower arrangement and took a golden necklace with moonstone to decorate the arrangement. The old woman took the necklace and gave it to me. “You need this, take it, it’s my present. And now let’s have a look at the fuchsia’s.” She knew even without me telling her. After I found the perfect fuchsia I asked her the way back to Angel Street where the wedding will be.

Today, because I keep wondering about the dream, I looked up fuchsia – read and wonder.

Fuchsia when you desire greater connection with Joy and are ready to breathe Universal Joy deeply into your life. Also helpful when you want to deepen your “intuitive knowing” from the heart, your “heartapathic” ability.
Symbolic language of Fuchsia: love, I am yours, trust in the other concerning love.
Healing Properties: fuchsia
flower essence assists one in accepting long-repressed emotions, whether from this or other lifetimes, and embracing one’s long-submerged and neglected grief, pain, and suffering. Often, through this process of flower remedies, the Divine Child within is revealed.

The message about the joy of life from fuchsia suites the thyroid problem. The message of the necklace is also suiting. I suppose that the wedding finally is the complete healing of the divine child, my own inner marriage and a new start. This was also one of the messages of the sun eclipse last Friday.


Blue Moonstone, promotes clarity of the mind and inner vision, keeping one focused while in a meditative or altered state of awareness. It is particularly helpful in seeing emotional patterns and life lessons, and in balancing yin and yang energy’s. Moonstone is considered the stone of new beginnings. Moonstone is most famous for balancing our emotional states.

in dutch:

* Maansteen vergroot het hartchakra en vergroot zo de empathie met de medemens en de spirituele groei vanuit compassie. Maansteen vergroot ook het voorhoofdchakra, waardoor intuïtie en mensenkennis groeien. Ten slotte vergroot maansteen het kruinchakra, wat leidt tot spirituele groei vanuit verbondenheid.
* Maansteen vergroot de vrouwelijke kant, ook bij mannen.
* Maansteen maakt mediamiek. Maansteen is verbonden met de maan, de maancycli, de zee met haar getijden eb en vloed. Een meditatie met maansteen tijdens volle maan vergroot de intuïtie en helderziendheid.
* Het dragen van een sieraad met maansteen zuivert de emotionele laag van de aura en helpt emotionele uitbarstingen af te remmen.
* Maansteen maakt tevreden en blij, en kalmeert en troost verharde en verbitterde mensen.http://www.semoea.nl

So let’s make a dream come true.



woke up this morning

not feeling very well

a lot of aches everywhere

top to toes tension

the urge to paint





In my mail this morning another newsletter from Jennifer Hoffman:

Are you ready for a fast-paced week? No, it’s not the week of the Uranus/Pluto square, that’s the week of March 16. This week we have another cycle happening, that first happened around the Equinox in March 2013. Then, like now, we had Mars conjunct Uranus, in Aries. It’s another chance to reframe the energy that was created then and use it in a different way. Since 2010 (and before) life hasn’t been easy and there have been many challenges.
When we have access to powerful energy during challenging times, it tends to remind us of our challenges, rather than turning our awareness to new pathways of potential. It can make bad things look worse and the gap between where we are and where we want to be much bigger. Higher frequency energy expands everything, it isn’t selective. So our energy gets expanded, no matter where we are or what we are doing.

Think back to March 2013 and what you were doing then. You have another chance to do it now, in a different way. What new potentials are now possible because of the healing, closure, and transformation you have achieved since then? Are you using all of the tools that you have?

We still have about 3 weeks left, as it lasts through the end of March. We can navigate it successfully by using our most powerful tool, our intention, because that is what gives energy a pathway to move through our lives. So sit back, relax, and enjoy the scenery on the energetic highway as you chart your course to the blessings you want to create in your life through your intentions in this highly charged month.

Following the hint back to March 2013,  what she write is true.

March 2013 was the start of the healing quest inner boy/man etc. But see for yourself if interested.



The eagle-owl is the largest native species of owl and also an endangered species. There are not much eagle-owls.

Now we have a female eagle-owl in Purmerend who is attacking people. People are afraid and the Municipality Purmerend asked a falconer to catch the bird.

‘The eagle-owl is obviously not very fond of people’ you may think, but from the shaman point of view, the eagle-owl is bringing a wonderful message to the people she is attacking.

The message of the eagle-owl is a powerful medicine.
If the owl flies into your life, you invited wisdom and new ideas into your life. Because the eagle-owl catches people by surprise, they must have invited this medicine unconsciously on their soul-level.
The eagle-owl is a good guide through dark times of your life and ask you to pause and go into meditation for answers. Eagle-owl brings clarity, attention and alertness to recognize what’s needed and take action quickly and silently. It is a night-bird and therefore associated with the moon, the feminine and your unconsciousness.
So when you have a close encounter with this eagle-owl in Purmerend you could feel blessed instead of attacked. She land on your head to push you inside yourself and listen to your intuition, discover your spiritual abilities and leadership talent.

People nowadays often feel overwhelmed by the hustle and bustle of everyday life, unbalanced or unsatisfied, searching for peace and quiet. Maybe you long for a companion to find your inner balance.
Maybe you are in need of fresh ideas to turn your life around into a new direction.

Listen to the message of eagle-owl – she wants to push you to listen to your heart’s desire.

Don’t panic – take the invitation to focus on clarity and your intuition. Turn away from the outside turmoil to your inner world where wonders await.


Karma free Zone

After reading the predictions for 2015 by Jennifer Hoffman especially that part about the karma free zone, I remembered an old painting.

I looked it up and worked on it again. The karma free zone – it’s my new house, because I’m the first to live in it, build in 2011/12. That painting reflect the same idea.

Stepping off the wheel of karma, cutting loose all old ties and knots to former life’s and old relationships, from this and former life’s. I already put a seal to it. When the last pieces are in from my thyroid process, I will cut the ties also in the painting.karmafree



On the rocks 2

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The New Moon falls on 29°Aq59 . Therefore I chose both Chandra degrees of this span. When reading the text I only can be astonished because a lot of what is named, came along symbolically and otherwise the past days.

The sound of dripping water echoes through a great stone room.
The most unusual and distinctive of inward conditions. You are held within a mode of awareness that is from another time and place altogether. You have nothing to say and nothing to do. There is no power of individual life-force. Instead you see as the ancient ones see. Utter unworldliness to a point of dissociation from surface experience. A part of the mind transported by a reverie of timeless, effortless realization. Everything is clear. The subtlest, most refined things are obvious. It is all a matter of perspective, and here the perspective is that the only thing that matters is how the inward resonant echo registers and where it leads you in choiceless awareness, in communion with the Gods.


A large pool filled with white water lilies in bloom.
Integration and synthesis. Putting it all together. Creative intelligence at its best. Having gone on ahead and seen what can be, yet suspending your vision so that freedom and open-endedness are honored. Living on many planes at once, in intricate refinement. You have the ability to hold in place as many independent variables as become relevant, an especially distinctive quality of unqualified or unconditional regard and respect for one and all. Universal brotherhood and sisterhood as the impulse of the future, active now.


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