Just blot

I think this painting is a more in-depth version of this painting

This moon accelerated my system. Couldn’t find rest and around 24:00 o’clock it started drawing with my new pastels.On black paper for a first. When fixating the chalk painting it vanished completely. Disappointment. Started another one on white paper but I was not happy with the outcome. Laid it all aside and went to bed.

This morning, to my surprise, the drawing on the black paper was back but not that intense as it was before the fixating. I am very intrigued by it. Took photos from different angles and each and every time I see more and other things. The most appealing part is the yellow, which looks like a illuminated closet where all sort of things are to be seen.See for yourself.

First the original as seen this morning.

Worked on it for more sparkle.

Put the original on a glass table and it looked different again. Took the photo flat from the corner of the table and now I saw a dog in front of the rest.


The picture keeps intriguing me, especially the yellow closet/ cubicle and its content.

Because I thought the painting vanished in fixation, I did another one the backside of the black paper.

here we go again. A new year ante portas with fresh 365 days to make worth a while. As usual I did the #Neujahrsklecksen as initiated by @kritzelich on Twitter for quite some years now. Will be interesting what predictions I might get out of this. My first thought was: drivers seat.

The predictions:



The first impression is a close-up of an orchid flower. Then I see a red bird watching from above with outstreched wings over a red chick sitting at the bottom of the nest. Maybe you have grandchildren?


Looks like your upper body, lungs, throat. In the middle a Skull. Looks somehow burning. Would say it looks inflamed.


Stooped posture. It is spoken. good words !


I See a dragon


See you with a child, maybe a grandchild in the water. Do you do gymnastics together?


Turtle below, above shoulders, arms and head. Holds a shape with an eye in the center from which the spine emerges.
MRI chest – everything is fine
Dragon and turtle face each other in a mirror and reflect and exchange their vibrations.

Birthday painting

Finally 70 and I like it. Among other things, I got new pastels. Late in the evening I had to use them. Wonderful colors, bright and strong and even more radiant when wet. So here the painting for my new year of life.


Next step

Yesterday there was the 2nd square between Mars & Neptune. The 1st appeared October,12. As I did then I did yesterday evening, when finally the urge hit to do so. We are all in the middle of a process. The final square will appear in March 2023.



photo of the still wet painting and late in the evening, the pre eclipse painting ‘Stronger’

after drying and in daylight

As of today, December 5, it got clear that the painting above is a stronger follow-up of personal symbol 

It also occurred in the painting from October, 11 down here.

When reading the Weekly by https://www.hareinthemoonastrology.co.uk/weekly-forecasts for October 17 to 23, I stumbled upon the Rose of Venus. Curious as I am I looked it up. First at Arielle Guttman’s website and ordered her book: Venus Star Rising. After that I found a list of Venus Star Points: https://www.scribd.com/document/392156248/FindYourVenusStarPoint-pdf  .

Given my birthday December 27, 1952 my Venus Star is at 03° Cancer. Could not find more specific information so for a first impression, I used Chandra Degrees by Ellias Lonsdale. The Chandra Degrees have a strong symbolism and are very suiting in my experience. So my Venus Star degree says:

A set of surgical instruments.
A self-schooling in using the mind appropriately. You are learning how to dump overboard all preconceptions, all belief systems, every opinion based on previous experience. You are discovering how to think and act from a disinterested, steady, and cool vantage point. And you are one-pointedly intent upon grasping the central message that what you weigh down by negative bias, by apprehension, and by dark conviction comes back to haunt you a thousandfold; while what you set free, by precise and accurate read-outs and follow through, becomes such a blessing that you swim in it forever. By witnessing exhaustively just how negative intent and affirmative intent work, intelligence is refined to the utmost, and the approach taken is optimized quintessentially and exquisitely.

The dates of new rose of Venus  you find here: https://foreverconscious.com/intuitive-astrology-venus-star-point-october-2022

It will be interesting what I will find when having the book.


Due to an unexpected color bleed, I had to repair the painting this morning. A completely different outcome emerged.


Under the Full Moon, around midnight, the painting was born. It sparkles and I’m intrigued by the center.

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