After more than 1 month simmering the Myers-Briggs touched ground this morning during my appointment with my coach.
It definitely is INFJ – that became crystal clear. The more gentle, soft and vulnerable me while the INFP is my harder and defending side.
We came there by my inner child telling that she is afraid of being vulnerable and soft again. I can understand that, was no success back than when I was little. Besides that, there is the need to bring inner baby into the children’s room. This despite the complaints of the inner children (m/f)baby is crying too much. Baby’s need a good cry now and then. Baby need to feel that my inner mother accept her crying and feel in what is needed by baby.
The inner child also has to understand that I love her with all my heart, all parts my inner child once was. She is not fully trusting the grown up inner parents yet – they still have to prove to be good parents.
There is speed growing happening. The male energy is wrestling with that awful ‘ good ol’ part’ from last time and still learning to handle the female sort of male energy. The children learn to trust the inner parent finally and….head off…
The lesson for the next 3 weeks is developing and exercise how I get my hints, intuitions and knowledge from spirit. I already ‘saw’ this morning that my inner hearing is connected to my throat – so opening my mouth spirit starts talking. I ‘saw’ the connection as a light arrow from my ear through my throat… more to discover soon. I’m excited about this and of course a bit anxious.
The job the good ol’ part brought on me is also just spirits manner to let me see that not everything is to be or allowed to be healed in other people’s misery. @mennospiro on Twitter already tweeted this to me when I was talking about a dream I had.
Grow time finally after the mud wrestling of the past months.
The eagle is flying again.
PS: children’s room in shaman technique is suited on your back at the 2nd chakra area. When we grow up we need to put children’s shield behind and the grown-up-shield (inner parent) in front our 2nd chakra. The grown up has to take care of the inner child now.
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