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Yesterday started making this new tool. It’s made of a branch of fig tree and the little hats from the first acorns my home-grown oak tree delivered after 6 years. The little hats look like little satellite dishes.Colors purple and silver.

Fig tree: initiation old school, enlightenment. Acorns and Oak: The oak forms is the gateway to the Other World. The tree shows the extent to which you have confidence in following your path and your life destination. Element is air. Acorns are abundance. In the past, the value of the forest land was determined by the number of pigs that could be fed by the oak on that land.


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The evening before the Full Moon I could not keep my eyes open, somewhere tears were stuck and I had a feeling on my chest as if I was going to have a cold. Went to bed at 22:00.
At 4:32 ‘o clock, right in time, I woke up and had the urge for immediate action.
Downstairs first thing was feeding the cat and made my morning beverages and lit candles everywhere. Sitting at my white dining table, I could see the Full Moon shining brightly.The cat came to lie next to me. Again the hassle with my eyes and a lot of yawning.
I hold the little self-love tool until 5:45 ‘o clock.
Went into the practice room and got on my knees on the white pillow. The Family Thing imaginary in my hands, felt big and heavy. Threw it into the Universal Energy saying that I gladly carried it but nothing to do with it and therefore giving it back. Universe will take care of the energy to go to its rightful owner.Then, finally, the tears came.

The Full Moon did its work. The days after this ritual I felt more alive and more active. My physiotherapist looked at me with the words: “you are much more in your skin and you look more balanced….” . Only thing left to do -> the painting.

Pushing artistic outlet doesn’t work so I patiently waited for the urge to start painting. High Noon today there it was – a quiet invitation….Let my hands move as they wanted until the flow stopped.Here it is – me facing the family and more – it’s kind of good-bye and hello at the same time.


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The Family Thing

On Twitter there was this #Septemeer2018 creativity going on. One painting or drawing a day with the theme the sea. One day, after painting I had a lot of different colors left. What a waste I thought so I put all the left-overs on paper and whipped through them with paper towel and brushes until my hands got no more impulse to move. Let it dry while cleaning the area. Set it against the wall and the immediate thought was: The Family. A heavy kind of thought, theatrical like Cosa Nostra, the Mafia or something like that. As a matter of fact I liked it.

This afternoon, a coaching appointment and no idea what would come up. Just before the appointment I had the insight that I had to use the tool self-love this time.

We indeed talked about what it means to me and if I think I love myself totally. Thought yes but, unfortunately there still is some resentment. Sorted through myself and came up with: “My oldest part does not.”

Not that easy because what’s my oldest part. I thought backward so it had to be the child but that was not the case. The picture of an old woman manifested.

I thought of the above painting and bingo. It is The Family and I’m standing with my back towards them on the right. Why? There is still angst that they influence me in a negative way…. but they don’t, to the contrary. I have to let go of the angst and the leg problem will faint away.

Speaking of the legs….

My physiotherapist, who also practice cranio sacral therapy, had information for me last thursday. I told my coach what she said and based on the confusion I had due to the information, another old karmic thing opened – the oldest part – way way back in the female line of my mother. I remembered a family constellation when I had positioned my mother, grandmother and great-grandmother and me. Nobody talked, nobody laughed, nothing, heavy energy. Until grandmother finally admitted that it was her fault that her son voluntarily went into war and died – which was known by my mother and true. Grandmother after that was able to bow for her mother. great-grandmother asked for the thing and grandmother gave it to her. Suddenly we all burst into laughter, my mother was so funny and able to see me and talk to me – a big relieve in the energy. great-grandmother on her turn gave it back to her mother and so on in a long row. The therapist then suddenly said she saw the one who had this thing first had come and took it back and that it was gone. Obviously this is not the case because today I got aware of the fact that I took the thing and the thing is blocking me.

The thing – very old – evolves around Guilt and Penance – mainly Penance.

Has nothing to do with me so I can let it go. How? “Throw it away with the intention to get it back in the line, into the Universe – it will find its way.”  Second step is another painting where I turn around – it will manifest like the other one above – don’t think about it. It may be an idea to stay awake tonight or wake up before the full moon. Again: don’t think about it, follow the flow.

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Past Thursday, August 30, I finally initiated the new tool. Boy oh boy what an initiation that was!

First I energized a medicine wheel and set down in the middle with the tool. Sage smoking to clean the tool from everything that does not belong. After that the initiation ritual. I ask spirit, mother earth, devas, nature spirits, all elements and kings and queens from the 4 directions North, South, West and East to help channeling the supposed energy for this tool. When the energy entered, I got tremendous pain on the back of the upper body at the height of the heart and from left to right. Felt like a thick bar. Sealed the energy in the tool and ended the ritual.

Started rummaging through the garden, trimming some bushes, when suddenly the bar in my back became a spasm top to toe. This spasm accompanied me for three days slowly settling.

The energy suiting the new tool is, among other things, love for every part of oneself, even the frightened one. Communication with and messages from celestial forces, supporting the trust in one’s vision of spirits and ghosts. The tool thus is a supportive companion in my process to leave fear behind.

Here the tool after initiation.

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Today finally another coaching session after the summer heat. It’s a bit of a prolongation of what was seen in April. First I cleared away some questions around what’s going on in the family before we could concentrate on my process again. There is a lot going on between my children.

This morning I saw the week ahead message here

My reaction was kind of irritated: ” and if at all I have to choose it’s the Nature child, that sweet little girl rummaging through the garden, smelling every flower I once was.” Let alone that exactly this theme came around in the coaching session.

All the hell with my legs since November.  “There is something with your pelvis….”

“Christ, I went to the doctor last week with exactly the same feeling but he denied and refused a scan as I wanted.” Suiting the fact, I happened to find over the years, that I am prone to misdiagnosis. It’s not the first time.

“… and a blood control if potassium and sodium are alright.”  “Will ask for it.”

Then the prolongation finally came – baby again but with another theme.The painting I made in May showed it.

Baby hanging in the middle of the red line having connection to the red part on the right, but only with the male – not with the female energy because I prevent that. Why? Within the fear I wrote about here there is still left the fear of the female clairvoyant talent – especially ghosts in all their forms. The fear of feeling everything is gone. I have to admit that I never ever watch scary movies, movies with ghosts and so on. But that fear is rooted far back in my childhood when I still was able to see but could not handle it and nobody believed. My mother was afraid of her paranormal talents too.
When one has the talents of clairvoyance, clairfeeling and hearing to help people on their path one cannot exclude a part of it – one has to go the full way with all that present itself. So again working with the blue tool with the seal.

“That’s it for today….pauze… me filling in with “we have to make another appointment now” “That’s right, end of september but there is hesitation, a picture, all of the tools you’ve made there is one you have to use until the appointment.” ” OMG 25 tools and only one of them…how…” I answered all alarmed.. “What was the last you made – that’s the one.” “Sunday, yesterday I made one and it had to be made and I almost initiated it too. Now I do it today.”

When my friend gave me the branches Friday evening she kept saying that she liked the curved one the most and I was completely happy with the parakeet feather…. should have known….Besides that we talked about the nasty energy you can get into your house when you buy Indonesian puppet-dolls or a Kris. Again I could have known this was the theme to come.

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Still being busy with the message from AlunaJoy, I again looked up the photo of the circle and from there I found a site with the following text:

The gentlest sacred site I have visited thus far in my travels is the tiny Duloe Stone Circle, consisting of seven upright and one fallen stone. It is located off a small road, hidden from view within a cow pasture, with only a small sign to mark its significant presence. The Duloe circle is remarkable in that it is the only circle in England exclusively consisting of shining white quartz stones, which supposedly have special healing properties. The large stone in the foreground (picture above) I called “Mom.” As I wrapped my arms around its glistening hardness, I got the feeling of nurturing and love. In fact, the entire circle gave off an energy not unlike some tender and kind-hearted women I have known. The impressions I received there were that the ancient people used Duloe as a main birthing center. I read later that the local “…cows have been observed to go into the circle especially to give birth.”

That rang a bell. If you are following my path by reading my blog, you now may know why this particular circle has my full attention. It’s not a burial mound as other sites suggested. The message is about the future so a buriel is not suiting.

The mound in the middle, which I suddenly saw this morning, is not high enough – it’s a birthing center. In my latest bought book Spiritual Astrology by Jan Spiller and Karen McCoy I found new and more in-depth info around my task and lessons in this life. The birthing circle couldn’t be more suiting. When looking at the photo I immediately get sucked inside the circle. Same experience I had when joining the ceremony at the end of the message by AlunaJoy. Try it yourself if you like – the time we are living in is like a birth – the birth of the real true you without the masks mankind put on over century’s. The birth of unconditional love and Oneness of all of us together.


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Read to the end because there is a ceremony to join

Archangel Michael is quick to join us on this day, and he begins his message is his usual humorous and blunt way, but always with so much love.

This message it is not just for you, but it is also for the people you know out in the world. You are ready to bring this message to the world, as we (“we” being Archangel Michael and his legion of angels) can see you are authentic beings. We see you are doing your very best to hold impeccable light and truth, and we are impressed. Your challenge is that many people in the outer world, who are also trying their best to do the right thing, are not yet seeing results they were expecting. Their reality is falling short of their dreams, and they are losing hope. There are some subtle, outdated ideas and upgrades taking place in your creation program. No one needs to lose hope, not at this time in your history. You are just beginning.

We want to address your understanding of manifesting. There is a very well-known and followed truth that we create our reality. And on a deep soul level you truly do, but we also create collectively. You share this planet with billions of souls, all who are creating differently than you. This will impact your personal creative outcomes. As you have asked to become ONE, it is time to create collectively for global change. When two or more are gathered in the Creator’s name (I AM), then the love, wisdom and power of the enlightened Christ is with you.

We would like to address a few, still existing truths and programs in your consciences that need tossing or updating.

Does false positivity = authentic manifesting?

Many accept a truth that states that one must stay positive 100% of the time to manifest their inner vision. (As you know by now, staying 100% positive is nearly impossible to obtain.) Because of this problem, a bad habit of covering up any perceived, negative reaction has formed into this truth. Many say automatically “It’s all good” to any uncomfortable challenging situation they might be experiencing. This way they feel that they can stay positive. They put all their attention on precise, positive wording, and they ignore their true feelings and their motivation for what they are saying. This in itself is not a mortal sin. But this action simply buries or swallows the negative event or situation. They can lose much energy by avoiding / ignoring the situation. They also remove themselves from taking any responsibility for their part in it. Their spiritual growth is now stunted, stalled and becoming toxic. Sugar coating situations also happens when people are afraid to make a commitment to anything, because they are afraid that they are going to make a mistake. You are going to make mistakes. There is no way around it. The mistakes always have a good lesson if you are looking for it, but you need to keep making choices, and commit to doing your best in each moment.

In owning your truth and taking responsibility for participation in any perceived, negative situation, there is priceless wisdom and growth. The Universe is completely unbiased and has no agenda. So whatever you accept into yourself, the universe will continue to give you. It absolutely has to. The Universe has to give you what you ask for. Remember . . . you are in a living mastery school. If you are in a human space suit, you will be challenged and tested. Passing these tests is more about being authentic in each moment than about staying positive. It is about how you respond to each life challenge.

Never say it is ALL good if it is not. What you learn from living and growing through uncomfortable situations IS something to be grateful for! The only thing that is truly good is God and the enlightened mighty I AM Presence within you. When we see others say “It’s all good”, it is their unconscious motivation to try to trick the universe with false positivity. The universe cannot be tricked, but it is confused to what you want. False positivity, ulterior motives, and negating the truth never works as you would hope. You have learned to send out your desires with great power, and the creative universe and God is listening. But the mixed signals are short circuiting your beautiful power.

If something takes place in your world that does not feel right to you, and you say it must be in divine order, you negate the power that is within us. But we also tell the Universe that it is okay, and this gives the universe permission to give us more of that. We are trying to be all love and light all the time, and that is not what all love and light is. Light burns the darkness away. Not everything in your world is what Divine Spirit intended, but it is humanity’s creation. We ask you to be authentic in each moment, take responsibility for all your creations, and follow your heart. It is in your soul’s integrity in each moment to say “This is not right for me”. It is OK to say “I AM not going to accept this miscreation”. You are Divine Spirit.

False positivity and avoidance of responsibility is why the world is in the mess it is in right now. There is a major self-correction coming, and you can already feel it. (P.S. By the time I was called to release this message, a major course correction was in full throttle.) Being authentic, being natural in each moment, enjoying the bliss and learning from the blasts of energy while holding firm to a larger vision, creates long term manifesting. Feel it, own it, heal it and move on.

We ask you to really think about this next point because it is an eye opener. The creative universe hears/sees ALL of you, not just your well-chosen, positive words. It also sees your intent, motivation and what you are avoiding as well. So, our question is this . . . Why is it that we never hear anyone say “It’s all good” to a blessed, happy moment? Think about it. Why do you like to sugar coat the darkness, but not acknowledge the light!

When you say “It’s all good” to pain and suffering, the non-judgmental, creative universe accepts that you are ok with that pain, and it will send you more. It is unnatural and an untruthful reaction to sugar coat the mis-creations in your life, when inside your heart you know that it does not feel right and it hurts. God does not want you to hurt. So why do you keep asking for it? What would happen if you gave the creative universe the signal that “iI’s all good” when you are in your divine flow, when you are happy, content, peaceful, etc…? We ask you to . . . Quit lying to yourself. Quit lying to the universe. It is time to be authentic and truthful, and own each moment as a gift to either learn from or enjoy. And DO BOTH . . . don’t just learn, feel the joy all the way as well!
This is one part of the message that we hope you will take out into the world.

Does suffering = enlightenment?

There is a very old program that needs tossing out for good. We ask that you quit looking for suffering to awaken. We hear you say “I must have needed to suffer in this way to grow”, or “It is all in divine order”. This is also a way to avoid truth and your personal responsibility for what you are experiencing. On a deeper level, some think that they need to live or be in poverty to awaken, and/or that money is evil. God is so unlimited and endlessly abundant. God has it all (so to speak), and so should you. Money is not evil. It is what you do with your abundance that makes it a positive or harmful thing.

When you temporarily experience human suffering, dig into it with power and light, and see why this situation has come to you. Be transparent and authentic with yourself. Facing the truth can be scary, and if it is not, then you need to dig deeper until you find the scary place inside of you. Remember . . . things you have done before never scare you in the same way. Only new frontiers make your heart quicken and your mind race. Remember, fear and excitement are the same chemical in your body! So how could fear be viewed as negative? Keep digging, accepting and healing until it no longer scares or hurts you. All suffering passes when acknowledged. God and the Divine I AM Presence never needs you to suffer to awaken. These are old soul agreements and patterns that you made, and now you will agree to awaken with joy.
This is another part of the message that we hope you will take out into the world.

Alone we can get there faster. Together we can go farther.

Nothing changes in the world unless we go out and change it. This does not mean that we are responsible to put right everything in the world. Please don’t go looking for work to do because your work will find you. There is plenty to do. Wait and allow what is yours to arrive on your doorstep. If you feel a miscreation in your field of existence, then it is calling you to stand up, acknowledge it, and then begin to morph it into your higher vision. The problem is that many people are not standing up and saying “This isn’t right, and I won’t take it anymore”. This is because so many people sugar coat the situation, and yet they still expect change. Band together on bigger issues, and your light is multiplied in a way that nothing can stop it. You are more powerful working together than apart. It is time for the monk to come out of the cave (by the time I was called to post this message, we could already see the uprising already.)

Lying to your body and immune system.

We hear so many of you, who are physically feeling out of sorts, say something odd . . . “I don’t have the cold, etc. . . I am just having a clearing”. Or more confusing yet, you totally avoid and lie to yourself that you feel unwell at all. Well, in truth, your body is both having an illness and a clearing. But here is the fine tuning that is needed to this belief system. If you ignore your body when you feel unwell, and say it is just a clearing, your body’s immune system doesn’t understand it is sick. Your body listens to you. Tell it the truth, and allow your immune system to kick into full gear and do what it does best . . . heal you! Your body is a miraculous healing machine. It will heal itself if you tell it too if you allow the process. You need to own both sides, your spirit AND your body. Learn why you are unwell, and tell your body to heal it. Then move on.

We ask you to take these messages out into the world, because what we have shared, you most likely already know to be true from your own personal experiences. So when someone says “It’s all good”, you will have an opening to offer a gentle, fine tuning of that truth. You can share . . . that they just gave permission to the Universe to download more of that to them. Is this ok with you? One way we can go about not supporting what is going on in the world is by offering others a better way by example, and to hold sacred space for positive outcomes. Sharing, when there is an opening to do so, is what makes you a server of humanity. It makes you a powerful light generator.

Humanity’s truth is changing now, and rising to a higher octave. We have been cooking in this energy for some time now, and the whole Earth rising up. It is time to take charge of our creations. Otherwise we will get what we ask for in an endless loop of pain and suffering. Shine the light on mis-creations without anger, judgment and frustration, in a neutral, non-judgmental way. We cannot separate any individual from the rest of humanity. We are now beginning to act as ONE. It is time to upload new intents and tell the universe the truth. It is time to use the light to burn away the darkness, and do it together whenever possible. This about walking in your light, owning your true power and not accepting anything less than truth. It is an era of great revolution.

Marcus, our local England expert, shared . . . “It is kind a catch 22 because the statement ‘It’s all in divine order’ is true. Part of the divine order is to get us to the point of saying ‘I am mad as hell, and I am not going to take it anymore’. That is getting us to wake up”.

Aluna responds . . . If we just allow whatever happens without taking action, the Universe is going to give us spiritual leftovers. People claim that their power and light are going to provide positive manifestations. Of course, it is all part of the divine plan, but choosing a side is a form of judgment and part of the old paradigm. We could say, I am sick as hell of that senator’s bad behavior, that self-serving lawyer, that uninformed doctor, or that whatever or whoever that doesn’t have your best interest in mind. It is okay to be mad as hell in the short term. That is part of the Divine plan too. And of course being mad, as Jeshua had done in the past, is only the initiation to a creation. The rest of the creation must be anchored in light and love to have any sustainability.

We are not past the point of no return. It may look like it, but Archangel Michael is very clear about this. We can turn this world around. All we have to do is to readjust a few things that we have already mentioned here. Your time is up. You can’t just roll over, and say “It is all good”, and expect a different outcome. We just need to keep feeding the vision, and starve the monster. Thank you for honoring both sides. Remember, this message isn’t most likely for you, as most of you reading this already know what we have shared here today. It is for all those you are connected to.

Now go out from here, and gently plant these seeds. Send this message out with love, grace and ease. Allow people to come to the realization that it is not okay to accept the things that do not feel right to them any longer.

Join us in Ceremony here . . .

Now, if you are still reading this, First we want to acknowledge that you are spiritual troopers for sure. You are hard workers. We would like to invite you to join us in timelessness, and ceremony within, and help us send this message to humanity. This part is edited to include you now as you read this.

When we walked into the Duloe stone circle, it was definitely glowing and pumping out a lot of amazing energy. So I invite you to imagine that you are completely surrounded by these white, quartz crystal, standing stones. Send out all the love and blessings that we have received in this time with this message, and send them out across the planet to all the open, searching hearts. The message to 1) Harnesses the all mighty power of being truly authentic in each moment. 2) Only accept necessary temporary suffering as a way to awaken. 3) Always tell your body the whole truth, so it is empowered to truly heal. 4) Work together to manifest higher and lighter changes in the world. Hold these thoughts as you send out your love and blessings to all of humanity. Keep doing this until you feel the love return to you. This may only take a few seconds.

Now we can see a huge beam of light now, in the center of our global circle that is going up and out into the Universe. It is mushrooming out like a cosmic tube torus. Our energy is going up and around, then through the Earth and then back to where it was sent from. It looks like a spiraling light. We now invite humanity to open its eyes to the truth, so everyone can realize their authentic spiritual path and accepting what is in each moment, and use each moment to uplift our world in a positive way.

Our energy has mushroomed out, and has gone all the way around the Earth. It is coming up underneath our feet now, and going back into the center of our circle. With each circumnavigation of our energy around our planet, the energy builds like a capacitor, becoming stronger and stronger. Now little threads of light are connecting to each and every one of us who read this. (You will need to give permission for this to take place, as it feels big). We are all in the energy that is growing quickly now. It has circled around the Earth many times now as you read and participate in this inner ceremony. There are many grid/energy ley lines that go around the Earth, and a new one that is being created now. We will be the keepers of this grid line. Every person that is on this grid line, (the new grid line’s orientation is where you are as you read this) this upgrade and message will go to you.

All these little, new threads are a sacred responsibility that we are holding. We will be able to send out little, light messages through these threads, like a spiritual internet. I have never seen Archangel Michael and his team do anything like this before. Remember I said it was big!

Whew! Breathe a bit here.

Now we need to take care of this new grid. We are now a guardian and an emissary of this new light conduit. Spend a few minutes each day, and send out a little love and light on your grid line. Send acknowledgement and acceptance to all beings that are on your circuit. You won’t know who they are, but they will feel the impact. This will help ease much of the spiritual loneliness that has intensified lately. We need to recognize all the people across the planet who are doing this sacred work at the expense of their personal and financial lives and even their sleep time. We are one little dot in a matrix of thousands. And it is an honor.

So I want to thank Archangel Michael for this message and the strength and the power behind it. We honor you for being with us, guarding our backs, clearing the way ahead of us and making sure that we are safe and sound on our journey.
We also want to honor all our like-minded followers and readers. You are awesome, great light filled people that are always watching over US, praying for us, supporting us and holding us in perfect divine space, so we can receive and transcribe our messages.

We hope you are uplifted and benefit from our message, and your time was well spent here. We know you are very busy with your lives and your work.

Blessings to you all ~ Aluna Joy


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