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Dragon head

As I wrote here there was the assignment of finding the dragon’s head material. My coach had said that I had it already in the house but I could not find anything that looks as a dragon head.

Yesterday afternoon I took the bike and into the woods it was. In my head repeating the wish for finding the dragon tool. Nada. After one hour I biked back home. Brew a nice cup of tea with some cookies. While sipping the tea there was the epiphany. Went to the bookcase where there is a box of small things from the woods and bingo – the dragon head. Could have known because I was so happy when I found the legend of the  Mordiford dragon I wrote about some blogs back.

Sunday I had ordered new colors from Amsterdam Universal Satin. Right in time though. I glued the three little branches together and painted them in antique gold. In the middle a half quartz crystal geode. Let it dry and painted the backside this morning.

Here now the final grown up dragon.

Here both dragons – the young dragon and the adult dragon together with the tool of female energy.

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This morning the boys as painting – shed some tears again. Feeling the love I have for my children. Here you see child 3 and 4. Without further explanation.

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Paint the children

Another appointment with my coach left me somehow flabbergasted. The dragon tools had not necessarily been connected in the way I did, but ore weaving energetically. So I managed to get them separated again. Got two assignments:
a) find a dragon head for the new tool, there is only one
b) paint your children but not as portrait but energetically. What comes to the fore when thinking of each one. Today finally I could get myself to assignment b – I intuitively painted my daughters one by one by repeating their full birth name while letting my hands go with what en wherever they wanted.Tears when finished and looking at them. Tomorrow the boys will be done.No further explanation, see for yourself. The paintings are in line of their birth without the boys – you see child 1, 2,5.

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Adult dragon

As I wrote here

All the lines without beginning or ending are all the lines of my system, purified and well and they have to be connected with each other to a whole system, like pieces of a puzzle. This has to be done by the water dragon energy…..

A week later I found a branch with dragon energy. A friend of mine even saw the dragon heads in energy. I removed the bark and sanded the branch.

Followed by coloring it. The first try wasn’t as it should be so I had to do it differently. The outcome after that:

Suddenly the thought that another dragon tool had to be connected to this new one, thus being the young dragon with the adult dragon and there has to be gemstones attached. wasn’t that easy but now they are together.

This morning there was a new Mythical Mashup Challenge by @studioteabreak: the Mordiford dragon and oneself as 5-year-old. Looking up the Mordiford dragon, I saw a green leaf dragon – how suiting to my dragon tool in progress. With great pleasure I drew the dragon. A mirror of the young dragon tool as a matter of fact.

Later the morning I had a healing done by my teacher Shaman. Afterwards, I visited my friend http://www.atelierlazuli.nl to buy the gemstones for the dragon tool.

In the evening I could install some of the gemstones and did the rest of them this morning . The two big ones are for my Shaman Drum.

Now everything is in its place. Here it is in detail and the whole thing.

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Personal Symbol

I saw on LinkedIn a new feature:
your personal symbol by Sonja Andela

Interesting so I ordered mine.

Today it arrived *drum roll* . Very curious what it would be. Here it is.

Your symbol is full and open with a line aloft. The small thin line symbolizes the fragility and it connects your circle, in which everything is fine.

Very happy with my symbol. Of course immediately framed it and hung it by my altar.

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As you could read in the previous post the dragon the inner child drew together was not completely one. The grown ups had draw their dragon. Today the idea to try again with the inner child. Eyes closed and asking for a dragon. In no time it was on paper and I had to choose the colors this time. After that, I closed my eyes again and asked what the dragon’s name is. They wrote together -both hands- Godilinex. His tail is kind of a propeller they said.

As you can see, the writing comes together at the end – they work together now.

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Threats Pt. 2


In the first part I wrote about the painting I made and the reaction I got. Also there was made a comment under the item. Today I had a new session with my coach. I fell from one surprise into another and the insight that all blog items after the first part are all part of the total picture. But first things first.

The painting is not about anger although there is/was some concern about it in my system – that was the reason I had to cry in the first place. The comment under the blog was right:

I do not have a sense of anger, not even through the coloring. Maybe I am influenced by the explanation of the origin. There is some concern in that, but for me, the lines are much more present than the color surfaces. Like ways that go back and forth and sometimes intersect, but do not really seem to have a beginning, an end, or a way out. But there’s a lot of gold nearby too. Light, hope, reassurance.

And this part from the other comment is very true.

And there is this white dragon around the head, protecting you. Dragon skull on the left, the back from left to right, the tail from right going right down. You are not alone …. and there is a white ball over the dragon’s head ..no idea.

So how is the picture. All the lines without beginning or ending are all the lines of my system, purified and well and they have to be connected with each other to a whole system, like pieces of a puzzle.This has to be done through the water dragon energy by which I am protected indeed. The red of the picture is the positive side of male energy: vigor.

There is sadness because nothing is going forward, nothing is as it should be yet. The gold in the painting is making these connections, is weaving everything together. In the middle of the painting you can see a face behind the lines – that’s me. Me who still is suppressing it all by thinking that there has to be still something resolved. This fact is connected to this mornings blog about Mona Lisa and the changes I made in the painting this morning. So far the red picture.

The drawings of the dogs for the waugust-challenge on Twitter, the Pelican and Elephant are all carrying parts of me and the path to follow.

What I wrote here matches the fact that everything is ready and together.

Next stop the both hands drawings. The one the inner boy and girl drew shows that they are not completely connected yet – that shows the dragon the drew because the blue and red tail do not come together. Which brings us to the thing the girl is carrying. Is not the baby as I assumed, but part of the leg for the boy, but…they still fool each other. The boy can perfectly stand on two legs but tells her otherwise and so on. Must be over now.Here lies the suppression – vigor is suppressed. The drawing of the adults, as a matter of fact, has the energy of the dragon – the adults know that the dragon has the key position and they are completely connected.Keep on painting was the message and working on my website with more details.

What I Do for myself with creativity I also do for my clients in the same way. For my personal path the coach needs a coach to get behind the sometimes blurred senses.

My gratitude to the two people who helped me with their comments to get moving again.

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