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As I wrote in My Easter Junction April was a month of heavy pain which was gone by Easter Sunday. Followed by my legs who are not in the mood. My coach sent mail that I had to wait until May 17 for my appointment. The days after the mail I learned via different sources, for example Jessica Adams and Nadia Gilchrist, that May 17th was the start of an energy vortex and a portal for spiritual guidance until Sunday 21.

The tool of April was the main course during our conversation.

Use what happens to your advantage near Wednesday 17th May…..

Jessica Adams

Don’t miss out on what can be an extraordinary window! Make an extra effort and take definitive action to build the next step towards a life more authentic.

Crystal Pomeroy

The tool opened all old wounds of my youth and life at once together with anger how I was treated by my parents and others. The anger is released now – it was the unconscious trigger for a lot of self-sabotage. My hip dysplasia, the operation back than and how my father forced me to walk with crochets through the woods. His motto – don’t complain – walk. I was born with small hips. My mothers potty training and the fact that I could walk when 9 months old caused the dysplasia. All the pressure to grow quicker than possible resulted in unconscious survival mode: no one ever will force me to do something. I will not walk. When human beings are forced to do things to early in life atychiphobia is born. Talked about this some days ago with @NatureRunsWild on Twitter. This all together blocked everything around the hips.

During the session I had to hold the tool and feel if and where pain would arise. Flight modus between the shoulder blades – know that and also how to prevent it. My stomach started again, some fear.The coming days I have to meditate with the tool and feel old pain and release into the ground. After each meditation a brisk walk in my own rhythm to unlock the blockage on walking forward. No more pressure, not even by myself . I can let go and trust my intuition, although I am still a bit afraid of doing so due to the scars from former life’s.

When no pain come up any more the next tool has to be invoked – one of these…..

There was a message with a hint delivered yesterday. When I woke up, the living room and my plants were full of ants. Nature and animals are messengers of what can be expected or has to be done.

See ants in the house meaning in Dutch Here.

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Stress & City

Living in the city is a risk factor. It’s worth while to listen to the speech of psychiatrist Mazda Adli.

TEDxspeach Mazda Adli here

My own experience in this was huge. Back in 2003 I spend one week at Marmonfosse in France
Located on a mountain in the middle of nature. No noise except the sound of the wind in the trees and the sounds of animals such as all kind of birds. I often sat outside during the night – a breath-taking experience. No lights – only the night sky with millions of stars in the city you never see due to the fact there it is never really dark. Owls call through the forest, fire flies danced and on the background the murmur of the rippling water of the well.

After 3 days some of the group needed some stuff and we decided to drive to the nearest city. The energy there felt overwhelming in every way, although it was not a very big city.

I suppose, you can only feel the difference when being in nature for several days. We did our shopping as quick as possible and drove back to Marmonfosse.

When at home again, it took me a week to get adjusted to city life despite the fact that Hoofddorp, where I live, is not really thát big. To me, it is absolutely necessary to have a garden to reduce stress levels.

Of course, as with all and everything in life, how and to which level one react to stress factors in the city depends on one’s stamina, personality and DNA.

Brain activity when being in nature here – in dutch

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Biking home from my annual medical check up, which I do every year, alongside the road there it was – a new thrilling base for a new tool. It is the root of a tree.

I’m curious what purpose will crystallize when it is dry and I start working on it.

 

UPDATE 01-04-2017

First step – it had to be started today – the urge.

 

UPDATE 02-04-2017

next steps on the new tool – all the fibrous roots has to be covered with tiny glass pearls, patience needed.

 

 

 

 

 

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Adventures of a house wife 3

Needed to do some minor shopping. That’s not something difficult you may think. You’ll never know.

Thought of doing it quick in one retailer…it was not meant to be.

Started on ROFL-mode when entering AH and seeing the big poster hanging from the ceiling:

DOWNLOAD NOW YOUR VEGETABLE GARDEN APP FOR ALL THE HELP YOU NEED WITH YOUR MINI VEGETABLE GARDEN.

For outsiders: for every 15 euro purchase you get one mini-vegetable-garden. The grown vegetable is just enough to feed a small garden gnome. And what the hack is the difficulty with those mini things you need an app for?

Laughing out loud, I passed the gate and started shopping. Sausage, bread, soya milk, water – easy finds. I also was looking for….

All the approximately 3 meters of mayonnaise from different brands – NO Rémoulade !

The first KID I found filling the shelves, I grabbed to ask if he know where I can find the Rémoulade. He looked desperately at me and then around to find another employee to help me. An older man slowly walked towards us and asked what’s the problem. “She is looking for Rémoulade.” “Must be in the mayonnaise row “, he said, let’s have a look.”  Together we went over there and he searched the 3 meter of shelves to find what I was looking for. “Not here, maybe out of assortment.” he suggested.  “All the Kühne – made with love – products are on the shelves and only Rémoulade is no longer available?” I answered.  “We have to look in the computer, please follow me.”

Had to follow him through the complete store back to the entrance where the office is. Had to go into the office and sat there to watch him looking for my product. “Can you please spell the word Rémoulade to me?” he asked. Deep within me, some part of me almost fainted by inward laughter. All the products came up but no Kühne Rémoulade.  “See!!! we only have Remia Rémoulade Sauce!”  he triumphed. “Let’s go back and look for Remia.”  I followed the man in blue back to the 3 meters mayonnaise where we both started looking for Remia Rémoulade Sauce.

– NOTHING – NADA – NOPE –

“I have to go to the computer for the product number, then find a terminal and then, with the product number, I can find the place the Remia Rémoulade Sauce is to be found within the 3 meters mayonnaise. It’s not that simple as all customers think.”

Hell of a job – the voice inside was awake again. Another woman suggested we have a look at the salad dressings. Proposal dismissed.

“It has to be here, shall I go to fetch the number?”

“No, thank you very much for your useless friendly help, I will buy it at Dirk v/d Broek.”

Meanwhile 3 other searching customers lined up to grab him. Have a lot of fun I thought sarcastically. Fetched the last products I needed and left the store after payment.

Got 2 mini vegetable gardens!!!

I donate them to the elderly home where they are put into a seed table just for show! The elders love watching them grow.

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Black Swan

Reading two books simultaneously lately, today I choose to continue The Black Swan by Nassim Nicholas Taleb. Not an easy read sometimes. Not feeling thát well today, my head wasn’t fully in to it. Arriving at page 45 out of 403 ( with notes and literature 479) suddenly there was a voice in my head with the question

“What is a practical part for me at this particular time?”

Closed the book and concentrated on this question. Than opened it at a random spot. First reaction was laughter when seeing the header of the chapter I landed, followed by : Yeah, that’s right indeed!

Learning from Mother Nature, the oldest and wisest

long slow walks

I love Nature but I hate slow long walks alone, although this is precisely what I need. My very own Black Swan.

Suiting todays astrological weather.

With the Sun coming up to a square to Saturn on March 17, we may be struggling to put our faith into action. http://empoweringastrology.com/

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Adventures of a housewife II

Once a week I do social work in an elderly home day care. We had a great time yesterday due to two very funny clients.

When nature called I had to go to the employer’s bathroom. To my astonishment there was an earthworm crawling around. How it got in there may for ever stay a mystery. Took care of the poor fellow, still wondering how…

When finally home, I remembered that, beside the fact they are very good for the soil of a garden or field,  seeing an earthworm on your path is one of the signs that transformation is ongoing in your life.

Other signs are: the color gray, coals, carbon black or a knife suddenly falling near you, cold and accidents hurting your middle finger (already happened to me on monday).

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Gemstones & Feathers

Way back I made a tool with a Lemurian Crystal. The inner man and woman and the crystal on the woman part. Got that crystal from my friend Nicole. She had bought a very big Lemurian Crystal cluster that felt on the floor when unpacking it and broke into pieces. She decided to give them away. I was one of lucky few. A Lemurian Crystal is either a communicator or a healer (feminine). Mine is a healer.The tool waited patiently in my practice room. December 27, my birthday came and so did my friend. She brought two presents: a rough celestine cluster and a feather from an eagle-owl.

Today, suddenly, I could bring the different things together as a whole.

Celestine in general help to connect you to your guardian angel.

Celestine is supposed to hold the wisdom of the ages and to promote truth. This is one of the most powerful stones there is. Celestite has many abilities, one of which is its proficiency at balancing the male/female energy within the physical body as well as balancing all the energy fields – the auric energy and the life force energy. (https://blissreturned.wordpress.com/2012/04/20/celestite-celestine-the-stone-that-help-you-connect-with-your-guardian-angel/)

I already had a necklace with a small celestine.

The eagle-owl feather carry the energy of the eagle-owl which is:

“See what can not be seen, hear what can not be heard. Here you will find the deepest truth.”

Light:
wisdom and knowledge; initiations; visions; Silence; camouflage; truth; messenger of the underworld and the ancestors; intuition; overview; teacher, guide and protector in your path through the darkness; joviality; sincerity; independence; adventure

Dark:
mystery; pomposity; superior attitude; paranoia; severity; harshness; clinging to old patterns

Element:
ether; air; fire

energetic:
power of the subconscious; sudden release of energy

physical:
senses, especially seeing and hearing

personal:
the chance to unfold your potential; in security and tranquility ideas and visions appear and seeds are sown,meet your own shadow so that it is put into the light so it does cause anxiety anymore because only then you will really grow, be the creator of your life circumstances

Affirmation:
“Old knowledge and ancient wisdom has been found in me.”
“With the power of my subconscious I create peace, success and happiness in my life.” http://www.shamanshome.com/

Eagle-owl show, that we are endowed with high spiritual abilities, often developed in earlier incarnations. Eagle-owl accompanies us into new dimensions of subtle experiences and offers protection and leadership at all levels.

Those gifts, together with the Lemurian Crystal tool can help to reach what I want to accomplish during this new year in my life: awakening of my old inner knowledge brought with me into this life. My celestine necklace now can rest in the cluster when I am not wearing it and the cluster can accompany me when meditating.

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