Adult dragon

As I wrote here

All the lines without beginning or ending are all the lines of my system, purified and well and they have to be connected with each other to a whole system, like pieces of a puzzle. This has to be done by the water dragon energy…..

A week later I found a branch with dragon energy. A friend of mine even saw the dragon heads in energy. I removed the bark and sanded the branch.

Followed by coloring it. The first try wasn’t as it should be so I had to do it differently. The outcome after that:

Suddenly the thought that another dragon tool had to be connected to this new one, thus being the young dragon with the adult dragon and there has to be gemstones attached. wasn’t that easy but now they are together.

This morning there was a new Mythical Mashup Challenge by @studioteabreak: the Mordiford dragon and oneself as 5-year-old. Looking up the Mordiford dragon, I saw a green leaf dragon – how suiting to my dragon tool in progress. With great pleasure I drew the dragon. A mirror of the young dragon tool as a matter of fact.

Later the morning I had a healing done by my teacher Shaman. Afterwards, I visited my friend http://www.atelierlazuli.nl to buy the gemstones for the dragon tool.

In the evening I could install some of the gemstones and did the rest of them this morning . The two big ones are for my Shaman Drum.

Now everything is in its place. Here it is in detail and the whole thing.


A poem made after my doodle


Ken je dat een wolkenoog

Die is best vaag

Want hangt zo hoog

Of jij zo laag

Wolkenoog die jou beziet

Wil je van licht beroven

Laat regen vallen en begiet

Symmetrisch beide ogen

Ach wolkenoog nu ben je weg

Ineens van t netvlies verdwenen

Uitgehuild met dikke pech

De zon is weer verschenen

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I saw on LinkedIn a new feature:
your personal symbol by Sonja Andela

Interesting so I ordered mine.

Today it arrived *drum roll* . Very curious what it would be. Here it is.

Your symbol is full and open with a line aloft. The small thin line symbolizes the fragility and it connects your circle, in which everything is fine.

Very happy with my symbol. Of course immediately framed it and hung it by my altar.

As you could read in the previous post the dragon the inner child drew together was not completely one. The grown ups had draw their dragon. Today the idea to try again with the inner child. Eyes closed and asking for a dragon. In no time it was on paper and I had to choose the colors this time. After that, I closed my eyes again and asked what the dragon’s name is. They wrote together -both hands- Godilinex. His tail is kind of a propeller they said.

As you can see, the writing comes together at the end – they work together now.

Threats Pt. 2


In the first part I wrote about the painting I made and the reaction I got. Also there was made a comment under the item. Today I had a new session with my coach. I fell from one surprise into another and the insight that all blog items after the first part are all part of the total picture. But first things first.

The painting is not about anger although there is/was some concern about it in my system – that was the reason I had to cry in the first place. The comment under the blog was right:

I do not have a sense of anger, not even through the coloring. Maybe I am influenced by the explanation of the origin. There is some concern in that, but for me, the lines are much more present than the color surfaces. Like ways that go back and forth and sometimes intersect, but do not really seem to have a beginning, an end, or a way out. But there’s a lot of gold nearby too. Light, hope, reassurance.

And this part from the other comment is very true.

And there is this white dragon around the head, protecting you. Dragon skull on the left, the back from left to right, the tail from right going right down. You are not alone …. and there is a white ball over the dragon’s head ..no idea.

So how is the picture. All the lines without beginning or ending are all the lines of my system, purified and well and they have to be connected with each other to a whole system, like pieces of a puzzle.This has to be done through the water dragon energy by which I am protected indeed. The red of the picture is the positive side of male energy: vigor.

There is sadness because nothing is going forward, nothing is as it should be yet. The gold in the painting is making these connections, is weaving everything together. In the middle of the painting you can see a face behind the lines – that’s me. Me who still is suppressing it all by thinking that there has to be still something resolved. This fact is connected to this mornings blog about Mona Lisa and the changes I made in the painting this morning. So far the red picture.

The drawings of the dogs for the waugust-challenge on Twitter, the Pelican and Elephant are all carrying parts of me and the path to follow.

What I wrote here matches the fact that everything is ready and together.

Next stop the both hands drawings. The one the inner boy and girl drew shows that they are not completely connected yet – that shows the dragon the drew because the blue and red tail do not come together. Which brings us to the thing the girl is carrying. Is not the baby as I assumed, but part of the leg for the boy, but…they still fool each other. The boy can perfectly stand on two legs but tells her otherwise and so on. Must be over now.Here lies the suppression – vigor is suppressed. The drawing of the adults, as a matter of fact, has the energy of the dragon – the adults know that the dragon has the key position and they are completely connected.Keep on painting was the message and working on my website with more details.

What I Do for myself with creativity I also do for my clients in the same way. For my personal path the coach needs a coach to get behind the sometimes blurred senses.

My gratitude to the two people who helped me with their comments to get moving again.

Mona Lisa

What I do with clients, I do myself and tell the possibility also to others. So it happened, that I and two other people drew Mona Lisa with their left hand and not looking at what they were doing. Here mine.

Told one of them maybe to color her Mona. Hey that’s also an idea for myself and so I colored my Mona my way. Impatient, not waiting for something to dry before going on.

Positive comments on that. From nice hair to what an energy, intense, wild one.

This morning I looked at her again and thought, that all the colors are too much and one eye…..mumble mumble. So finally I gave her a make-over with pastel chalk.

Comment now: ow…..the other one was more intense ….maybe there is something going on within of not daring to be the wild one…..

doodle di dada

It may seem ridiculous to you, I had some fun with it. Could not sleep and decided to do a follow-up on the left-right-hand-oneness stuff.

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