Today finally another coaching session after the summer heat. It’s a bit of a prolongation of what was seen in April. First I cleared away some questions around what’s going on in the family before we could concentrate on my process again. There is a lot going on between my children.
This morning I saw the week ahead message here
My reaction was kind of irritated: ” and if at all I have to choose it’s the Nature child, that sweet little girl rummaging through the garden, smelling every flower I once was.” Let alone that exactly this theme came around in the coaching session.
All the hell with my legs since November. “There is something with your pelvis….”
“Christ, I went to the doctor last week with exactly the same feeling but he denied and refused a scan as I wanted.” Suiting the fact, I happened to find over the years, that I am prone to misdiagnosis. It’s not the first time.
“… and a blood control if potassium and sodium are alright.” “Will ask for it.”
Then the prolongation finally came – baby again but with another theme.The painting I made in May showed it.
Baby hanging in the middle of the red line having connection to the red part on the right, but only with the male – not with the female energy because I prevent that. Why? Within the fear I wrote about here there is still left the fear of the female clairvoyant talent – especially ghosts in all their forms. The fear of feeling everything is gone. I have to admit that I never ever watch scary movies, movies with ghosts and so on. But that fear is rooted far back in my childhood when I still was able to see but could not handle it and nobody believed. My mother was afraid of her paranormal talents too.
When one has the talents of clairvoyance, clairfeeling and hearing to help people on their path one cannot exclude a part of it – one has to go the full way with all that present itself. So again working with the blue tool with the seal.
“That’s it for today….pauze… me filling in with “we have to make another appointment now” “That’s right, end of september but there is hesitation, a picture, all of the tools you’ve made there is one you have to use until the appointment.” ” OMG 25 tools and only one of them…how…” I answered all alarmed.. “What was the last you made – that’s the one.” “Sunday, yesterday I made one and it had to be made and I almost initiated it too. Now I do it today.”
When my friend gave me the branches Friday evening she kept saying that she liked the curved one the most and I was completely happy with the parakeet feather…. should have known….Besides that we talked about the nasty energy you can get into your house when you buy Indonesian puppet-dolls or a Kris. Again I could have known this was the theme to come.
