Posts Tagged ‘stomach’

Found this  article from Nederlandse Hartstichting
on LinkedIn. Reading the story of a woman with almost the same pain symptoms as mine who also was first treated for stomach ailment made me think. The place to be in my case is also the heart as you can read in a previous post.

It is astonishing to see, that doctors jump to conclusions and concentrate on only one organ and decide in a wink for a maybe completely unnecessary operation. We all should think twice and ask for a second opinion before operation and/or medication. I surely will.

Update 27-09-2017

Today I saw another doctor and we had a good conversation about the gall bladder. He, like me, think that the gall bladder is not the root of the pains I had and where I had them. So my decision last week to cancel the operation was a good one.


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Yesterday again a coaching session suiting the fact that Pluto is in the works astrological spoken.

new year-long cycle started as Mercury went retrograde. It comes naturally if we allow it, and it points to a source of relief, whether or not we can see it yet. Terry Lamb

Nothing came up and we had to regain focus on what’s the next step after the door painting. Since my last session I followed the Handleiding tot geluk by Ellen Darricarrere.

I had sent this to my coach the past weeks together with my comments about what happened. She had not read it yet. To save time, I started to tell a bit about my reactions to it when suddenly I heard myself saying: ” That’s a bit how it went but I have the feeling I am beating around the bush about something I do not want to face.” “Big fat YES here!” she laughed. “Now we getting started…” We had to talk about what is behind the door and the middle window where you can see someone.

deeur23The door knob who is ‘nt one but more of a time lock, something I became aware of when doing step 2 of the above. So far so good but confusion set in about what is behind the door. Therefore, in the end, we had to look up the anatomy of the abdomen.

Anatomy_AbdomenThirst things first…. Every year in January, I have a blood test done to check on my health. Last year suddenly was discovered that I have problems with my thyroid and anti-thyroid-peroxidase antibodies on top of this. I had some eye problems too and already than I had the feeling that my liver was the root of all evil. But the blood test did not show any abnormality around the liver and for western doctors there is no problem. In chinese healing they know otherwise and my Intuition told me so too. This year’s blood test had liver norms sky-high and the doctor was alarmed. “I told you so!” “I am a logical western doctor, was his answer, but we do an ultrasound of the abdomen.” Next week I get the results. For your information some links about the liver and how you can see if something wrong:

about the liver

all signs that there is something wrong

The anatomy of the abdomen came in handy to make clear what is where because the person behind the window does not know and doesn’t want to also. We came to the liver which obviously is in oppression right know by the stomach and… silence … I filled in: “my father is hanging around there” “Yes he is and so is your own masculine energy. Looking down but not wanting to go in. There is something else……anger – his and yours.”

” I’m still confused about whom of my parents were the oppressing part, father or mother. More confusion…” “Both but you are still not able to see your father in this light.” “Because I love him.” Realization felt into place – same procedure than with the men in my life – the negative parts under the rug of the rose-coloured glasses. “Now the process to get things flowing again to heal the liver and get that male energy into the body and down, away from the window. He has to pass the time lockdeur24 and oh wait, you see that blinking spot in the door in the second horizontal bar of he door? We come there next time….


Actual steps:
1. I have to paint/make/or how/whatever to get the male energy and my dad from the window through the time lock aka from the liver down through that mess of intestines. Down there male and female energy get united and after this reunion – drum roll please – baby will open the last door it still refuses to open – the pelvis. So there are two blocks right now: 1. between the lower esophagus and the stomach and 2. the pelvis.

This morning step 4 of Handleiding tot geluk was in my mail and surprisingly the theme was to go back to step 1 and get a new focus. Serendipity

UPDATE February 2nd

The ultrasound did not show any abnormality so the conclusion is: the reason is to be found on the energetic level.
They could not locate the gall bladder. Found it somewhat hilarious because, as you could read above, my dad is hanging around my liver area and his gall bladder was removed….could his energy eventually be of any influence with ultrasound?

The challenges health wise are more psychological and emotional than they are physical. The physical choices will be clearer and more straightforward. The psychological and emotional ones are in murkier territory and more difficult to get clarity on. from The Powerpath monthly

Further I found the following information:

2016 is a 2 Black soil year
In oriental medicine, Two Soil is associated with the stomach, spleen and pancreas; especially the stomach…..….we will sometimes encounter a struggle between anger and diplomacy, active exploration and quiet study, rising energy and stagnation.

My system thus is responding to the overal energy and therefore healing of the abdomen energy problems is possible.

Furthermore, like I wrote in my blog 3-4-4 that all heavy stuff finally is over, in the personal part I found

Three Trees- will move away from your insights and experiences in the house of karma, but should use a little extra caution until you get the hang of your new surroundings. Four Trees- will move into warmer, more pleasurable climes. More to your liking but some restrictions will still apply.

So I’m on track.

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What we came to understand in mid-September comes back for a revisitation…

We may think, with the inner planets safely beyond Virgo, that our healing process is in abeyance until further notice………

Terry Lamb

Last week I got an email from my coach if I was ready to go further on the inner path. Not knowing what, why and how I answered yes and got an appointment for today, October 8.

‘The adolescent is feeling very well, the tiredness from the stress back than released.’ I said and so it really is but….

The youngster understood it all still thinking ‘what now’? She does not have any idea about how to put all the positive traits and talents she know she has into action. She still is mostly living in the higher realms and energy. What about matter?

I remembered the latest spiritual fair I visited together with my friend Nicole to help her. A young man was there who had self-made shaman drums and soap stones  carved by his mother. Each of them carried a certain energy and he gave me one to feel.

When holding the soap stone there was that intense feeling of something trying to escape at my back around the heart. When I have this feeling, part of my energy is really trying to leave. The young man told me that this stone was carrying the energy of matter. My friend Nicole could describe the energy as seeing small brigs coming together to build a wall. Matter is something the adolescent is still trying to avoid.

This theme came back today – the adolescent has to finally combine spirit and matter. ‘Try to see that soap stone again while your hands are posited one on the heart and one on your stomach.’ my coach said.

‘I really do not remember the form of the soap stone and I also do not know the name of the young man or his mother to find a website….’ I mused but suddenly  got the clue. I made one myself already in August.


My coach tuned in and yes that’s the one for me. I already felt the slight escape on my back. So here we go again – two under one mantle – being spirit and matter. Back than in August I couldn’t feel it precisely – now the time was ripe.


Then a personal experience from a long time ago managed to come up from the dungeons and I had a hard time facing reality.The most frightening part was the experience that I am able to really hate. Have to resolve this. Hate is very destructive for the hated as well as for the hater even it is only in energy and never told.2 hours of tears followed.


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